Sunday, November 19, 2006

Lately, I've been very cranky and I have nary an idea why. I feel a tad bad that I've lashed out at people for just asking etc. Oh well. I hope they forgive me. But I know it won't be the last. Few understand why I am the way I am.

I've got a 3 days weekend since I have no classes today. On Saturday, I went visiting to my aunt's best friend's house. Haha. I guess having a reputation kind of sucks. Oh well. At least the food was great. Too bad, I got full after the 3rd plate. I guess Sat was a day of bonding with my mum; well, sort of. Seriously, she just LOVES to regale tales of how I'd be a rolling pin to all and sundry. And thus, the conversation just makes me feel a tad uncomfortable since I don't even remember a thing. I guess forgetting the episodes are better than remembering them. But then again, it feels as though I've been cheated off; not my entire life's there.

Yesterday, I went to Nuurun's to have lunch. It was a wonderful thing to see Jules, Zakpao, Aqilah, Huddy, Nizar and Hashir. The lunch was excellent too but I got so full, I skipped dinner later.

I'm thankful that my blues are on the way out the doors. I don't feel as down as I did yesterday. I can't explain it but it felt like a precursor to something far more terrible. I don't even want to think about it. Or perhaps, thinking too much is my problem?

I totally love Christina's song, Hurt. There's something that strikes a chord within me. Listen to it.


Transmitted on 6:49 PM
Name:Khai
D.O.B.: 6 May 1989
Hist: JSPS, Anderson Sec, NP

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