Eternal torment: The Search

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Let's see...of late, I've been so whacked that I've kind of lost track of time. (Which actually isn't a very new thing) So here goes.

Yesterday, after the shortest practical with some of the toughest questions I've encountered, Min Yi, Loy and I decided to whittle some time away. During the bus ride, Loy started something ala Johari; "so tell me what you think of me". It was fun trying to come up with words to describe them!

However, Loy's insightful senses kicked in and I was totally unprepared to have someone see through the masks I put on. It was unsettling to say the least. His apt descriptions rang true; it gave resonance to that inner voice of mine. To those of you voyeurs out there, here's a tidbit.
"very sure of himself and at the same time, not sure of himself"

I guess I'm sort of a paradox huh? Or is that oxymoronic? Shall check up later. I've lost touch with my literate side.

Anyways, we decided to have a short meal at LJS. God, it was so like some girl talk that I've missed! Haha. Of course, we shared information on anatomy; it's better to hear from the horse's mouth you know.

After that, went out to my mother's friends. I wonder how many more houses to go to...but I aint' complaining. I need the moolah.

So now, today's lectures was mind-boggling. It took me AGES to even understand what Chitra meant. Oh yes, she was in this gorgeous colourful Indian suit! Should have taken a picture; it was real pretty! After that, we had lunch at Pizza Hut (which was a whole other adventure I just want to forget) before we arrived (late, I might add, because a cleaner auntie) for practical. Razor blades are just oh so tempting. Thankfully, I had things to cut. Okay, let's clear the air here people! I AM NOT A PSYCHOPATH OUT TO MASSACRE. (I'm just psychotic. Me no like blood)

The highlight of the day was actually when I encountered YeeWee, a classmate of mine from pri sch. I lost track of time as I caught up with him. And he was SO nice, we talked under his block! And I met his parents. Goodness, his mother knows me as "the friend who went to anderson". I so badly wanted to smack his head! Is that all I've EVER gonna be known as to some people?! I have a feeling, he'll spill everything to his mum later. *rolls eyes*

His brothers are one helluva bunch - one 2nd in cohort and the other a HCI kid. If I were in his shoes, I think I would have just shrivelled up and lead the life of a hermit. (wait, that's MY soon to be future...)

Anyways, he hasn't changed much; he just lost his annoyingly high pitched voice AND he finally wears specs without objection. Oh, the days when he would argue with Mrs Neo that he could see the board (despite his squinting). He still has a serious case of hero-worship, still talks in riddles and so on. At least he's more subdued.

I wonder how he sees me now. Hmm...oh heck, I don't really give a damn.

Now I yearn to get back to some people and smack their heads literally.

*SMACKS!*

Transmitted on 6:08 AM

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