Eternal torment: The Search

Sunday, February 19, 2006

I just watched a local short film. I know it's bad to criticise a late person's life but yeah, I just think the real person shouldn't have committed suicide just because the guy he likes rejected him. *shakes head* I apologise if i hurt anyone's feeling with what I write.

The film can be viewed here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIvBX4iWxlU

HOWEVER, do note that it contains homosexuality. But sorry, no funny stuff like explicit exchange of bodily fluids. (unlike the gay footballers one which i'm trying to find) Heck, the only thing it has is a "kiss". It's not really one lah. You get what I mean if you have to pass a grape with your mouth. And yes, it's locally produced. Kudos to the people involved.

However, the film also struck a nerve in me. You know, if not for several people, I don't think I might be here today, typing this. It's something I'm not particularly proud of but yeah, I'm thankful there are people who threw me the line when I was drowning. Esp Jules. :)

There is more to life. It's just that when a person wants to commit suicide, it's because the person cannot cope with his problem. Or something like that. Wait, here...read this BEFORE you reconsider that option.

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Ok, ok. Knowing me, i'll start on my wonderfully mindless stuff. :)

I LOVE the ice dancing routine! Hehe. I thank Channel 5 for providing excellent coverage of the dances. I just love the whole thing! The costumes, the music, the atmosphere, the steps, the sexiness, the everything!

Haha. Can't wait for tomorrow's final component. I'm betting my moolah on Russia!

Anyways, my story got a review! Oh yeah...and guess what? It's from one of my favourite online author! it's kind of like having your petition signed by say Bill Clinton! I was so damn happy I didn't sleep until an hour later.

Counting down the day to Mar 3 and Mar 6. I can't believe Jon Steward's gonna be the host!I can't wait for the Oscars! Ok, it's mainly because I want to see Brokeback Mountain win!

Btw the dutch editor regrets his mistake. That's an apology to me. So just FUCKING stop the senseless violence on the streets. I mean come on, how the hell is KFC responsible for something that the Dutch paper did? And I found out that there's a tit for tat movement. You boyycott Dutch products, do know that there are people who are buying Dutch products in bulk. Bleh. How many butter cookies can you handle before you puke? Seriously, let' s stop the childish games and just buy things as normal. Or your perception of normal.

And to all protestors: PLEASE STOP THROWING FOOD STUFF LIKE EGGS AND TOMATOES. Throw rotten ones by all means because no one should eat them. Fresh or not yet expired producst should NEVER be thrown! Especially those of you in countries where your fellow countrymen have difficulties finding food! Give the food to them! Don't waste food! And those who live in well to do countries, it still isn't any excuse. Food is NOT a suitable projectile. And pebbles are painful if you accidentally hit someone. No rocks either. SO I therefore urge you to just stop throwing things. Oh yeah. Protest for all I care but there are better ways like petition, silent protests where everyone wears something similar. Don't scream and shout. You'll lose your voice! Sing like the protestors of the Vietnam War before you.

"GIVE PEACE A CHANCE!"

and do me a favour. Do this for me. i believe that as humans, in order to better ourselves, we must know our weaknesses and combat them the best way we can. So I need to know mine.

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=virginangelic

Please? *puppy dog eyes*

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