Eternal torment: The Search

Friday, April 28, 2006

It's been a rather fruitful and surprisingly fun week. Sure, I'm getting tired with each passing day and somehow getting so stressed that it's affecting my appetitte but overall, i've been enjoying myself. My inner child reigned control so I've been skipping around als ein toller Kerl. (madman)

So far, I'm dreading soil science which i find very dry and boring. I haven't been reading my 'bible' and memorised some things. I've memorised rather useless things like variegata but NOT the genus nor the species so I think plant taxonomy isn't me. Well, not until I understand what's happening.

The worse lesson is surprisingly landscape design. I was the last one to finish and STILL i'm not satisfied with what I handed in. The materials needed sind zu teuer. (too exp). consider this: price of ONE marker: $5. Amt of markers needed: 21. Not inclusive of the $12.60 scale ruler and $8/+ set squares. Damn. My wallet's so damn light now, I'm misplacing it a lot!

However, it isn't as bad as my other modules which i shared with ppl from other courses. my IAC and IS. ESPECIALLY IS. It's just a bloody crappy english lesson. I mean we were given a bloody grammar test for crying out loud! and yes, my rather obnoxious side appeared. the one who is so damn opinionated. anyways, i shall dread this class so much more than anything else because it reminds me of the ache in my heart- all my english classes. From the free for all debates of sec 2 to the coconut stories of sec 3 and phonetics of sec 4. (of which the last one i've returned back to as'hari)

Doing a project on suicidal youths and climatic problems. Wait...I think i know where the stress is coming from.

Anyways, the class i think i might enjoy is well, hydroponics and floristry (cheem term for flower arrangement). I scored ok for my arrangement but i'm worried i can't do a nice one. I guess perfectionism has its flaws.

My classmates truly remind me of 4/4. Gawd...I miss you ppl so much!!! I think of you when i snack in class. yes, we're allowed to eat during lectures and practicals and such.

My fav place to eat in campus is actually located OUTSIDE Np. It's in SIM. the cafe is so damn affordable! Has nice ambience, super cheap food that's tasty to boot! Well, not as gd as the ones you get from established places but still...the portions are just way too large. (not sure if it's because of stress of adapting or whatever but i now find that i can't eat a lot. and i feel vehemently sick after a few mins of eating. Reminds me of my short-lived episodes...

Poly. Holiday's over. It's time for work but just let me sleep first...

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